La-Ingenue

Jesus Optimus Prime Christ

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Belly Up by La-Ingenue, literature

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Belly Up

My skin is thinner than a jellyfish But you’ll never understand that. You’re still launching shards of verbal glass Slinging them without a thought Then stealthily you turn away Before the shrapnel hits me. Your words carve doubt into my core They bite, burn and electrify Then slash until you’re jaded I’m not good enough for you I suppose I should have known. But just a couple months ago We were unstoppable So darling wont you let me know Which terrible truth of mine Has turned your storm against me? You’re bolder, brighter And generally better. Far prettier and wittier Maybe I was never your best b

Double Negatives by La-Ingenue, literature

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Double Negatives

It's not possible to be whole while you are smack dab in the middle of a civil war with yourself. But all the same, the ignorant being that you are believes that you are growing closer to fulfillment. It makes sense to you, in some twisted way, that, should you feel the need to open a vein or three, you should go for it. Do it repeatedly for Christ's sakes, if it helps you. I'm not insane, right? Shredding flesh is calming. Hunger hurts but starving works. I'm not afraid to break myself. So many times I've tried to stop. I'll wash my hands of this behavior, I swear it. But no matter how hard I wash my hands, I can never get them c

Nemesis by La-Ingenue, literature

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Nemesis

Do what you want But your efforts are vain Suck it up sweetie, You can't run from the rain. Your presence is draining The note from my notions Stop spiralling downwards, And control your emotions! Where did this bitch spring from? Corrosively contemptuous. Leaching my marrow And shredding my dress. Stop kicking the walls Of my funeral home You're beside me regardless; It's useless to roam. At this point it's futile To slow my decay; But if you'd allow me a breath, I might last through the day.

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Canada
Deviant for 17 years
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Current Residence: Alberta
Favourite genre of music: I run the gamut.. Like literally, I'm out of breath.
Favourite photographer: exxphoto
Operating System: potato? check. plastic scissors? check. alright mr. wallace, we're ready for your vasectomy!!
MP3 player of choice: iPod Video
Shell of choice: noggin
Skin of choice: Puddin
Favourite cartoon character: Freakazoid, and the Animaniacs
Personal Quote: Jesus Optimus Prime Christ.

Favourite Visual Artist

lovely-deaths and k-thx

Favourite Movies

Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind

Favourite Writers

Marya Hornbacher, Billy Collins, Mary Janice Davidson....

Favourite Games

LoZ: Wind Waker

Favourite Gaming Platform

yo momma

Tools of the Trade

a rusty butterknife

Other Interests

Ballet, Contemporary, Lyrical, Philosophy, Writing, deviantART!!

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La-Ingenue

Mar 26, 2008

SO confused

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i don't know where my life is going, and it scares the shit out of me. i have no direction, and i don't care about anything anymore, except for friends. i don't do my homework, i skip class, and i've lost so many values. i'm taking risks and doing stupid things that aren't like me. at this rate i wont even graduate from high school. when i'm with my friends i feel great, but the rest of the time i'm alone with myself, and i'm forced to think about life. when that happens, all i can do is panic. right now i'm having a major sexual identity crisis. i don't know what the hell i am. the only thing i'm sure of is that no one's remotely interes

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La-Ingenue

Feb 7, 2008

Overflow

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I'm upset, i'm really pissed, and i can't do this any longer. i'm tired and sick of everything apathy is driving me up the wall along with this perpetually empty feeling. i have so much to be happy for, but try and tell that to my brain and you'll get more depression in reply. i'm sick of being so FUCKED UP ALL THE TIME WHY ME? why the fuck is it always ME? if you have a problem with me, say it to my freaking face. it's there for a reason. i can't trust anyone anymore i hate my goddamned life and i wish it could be over. i'm done with patience, kindness and generosity i'm done with being used i'm done with trying so hard to

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La-Ingenue

Oct 27, 2007

Billy Collins = L.O.V.E.

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ZOMG I can't believe I haven't written a journal since frickin January. So, lately I've been superbusy (as usual) with dance and school, and I haven't had much time to paint or anything. I have all these sketches and paintings that are 90% done but I don't have time to finish them. I swear I'll get something up before halloween though, and if I don't (Jessie m'dear), then you have permission to kick my ass with your pointy boots. I am totally OBSESSED with Billy Collins right now. If you haven't read any of his poetry, I insist you do RIGHT NOW. He is absolutely brilliant, not to mention his language is quite easy to understand. As some of

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lovely-deaths

Sep 6, 2010

Hey there, i see you've added me to your watch list... ages ago :')
I'm switching accounts, and would really appreciate it if you checked the new one out!
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thanks!

Pointeman1

Sep 16, 2009

These are definitely some very tough times to be living through and I don envy your struggle for identy and direction. I'm a lot older than you and you something? I still have my bouts with depression; rejection; and all sorts of insecurities...but..one of the things that helps get me through is that I realized that all my worrying didn't do anything. Now...I just live one day at a time; I live each day as if it were my last one. I born and grew up just a few years after World War 2. There was a lot of good to had then but also a lot of bad. I held the good as close as possible and rejected what made me feel bad. There are many paths to a peaceful mind and enlightenment. I hope that your journy becomes a pleasant one!